Family life is not always how prime time television conveys it. Sometimes it is simply toxic. You can try all you can to make it work, but it isn't always meant to be. Sometimes you have to get away from your family. That is never an easy epiphany to have. You're born into your family knowing nothing but the love they give you, and sometimes that makes you believe you don't deserve love at all. But hopefully through life growth, maturing, maybe a little therapy, you can see that you deserve lov…